Emo-Emo

hello

the last 3 days have been nice,since i have been wearing some yummy out fits.. all mixed and matched !

So basically i am doing my homework in terms of styling and the things that would suit me and i can carry off :)

Being an emotional person has its own advantages.

so first if all congratulations to me for recognizing that i am emotional about the most darnest things but also the evident ones..

The biggest challenge that i have had and going to have is to know what i really am, so its good to know that i know that i am really emotional about a lot of things i feel for.

Yes, i can cry if i look at puppy out of utter love i would have for it immediately or any thing where it takes 1\3 of second for my love to pour unconditionally.

So knowing that i am emotional, career choices for us have to be a creative line or else in services where we wwant the soicety to benefit because you would know that you will make some something happen.

For the simple reason that you feel so strongly for it and you are so emotional about that it makes you want to go against the wind.

For people like us its great to be in a creative line.. with so many emotions what place is better for us than acting,singing,dancing,art ?
I have done my bit of acting and directing in college with three years of street play,2 years of stage play, 2 years of being on camera..
I know where i landed and i like it. I love theater but i am not sure whether i like the soul of theater ..
i believe its because of the lack of opp for me to catch on plays.
Yes i like the stage i would love to be a part of musical singing my guts out..
But so far i have liked the idea of commercial theater.. i mean i would love to start with stage plays or documentaries and shirt films..
sadly there have been such opp where i had been offered a huge chunk of it but the situations have always made it seem not appropriate for the time span i was in.
So now i want to do interesting projects but my issue is tht i only have sundays availble :\.
Any how one thing i am certaina bout is that India  as a nation besides being know for its history, people were intrigued to come and see because the felt with different environments,cultures ,languages, people how the hell will this country survive ? And sir we surely did and did more than that.
But people came by for another reason, with so many difference in one sentence there is bound to be some insane shit happening in this place.
And oh boy our arts-culture which is so close to our religious beliefs almost united makes it so fascinating that from every painting that we had made to every different mode of dance that was initiated was dedicated to one of our 33,00,00,000 gods !!
My point being in this diversified nation where every corner has its own story how can we ignore the face that with this dangerous mix of different things this natio is plethora of talent !
And i am not referring to a degree obsessed nation but raw talents from anything from painting to dancing to singing to acting to cooking our country should be promoting indias economy by encouraging people of arts and providing them with opportunities,institutions,exposure !
Here as some who has on screen xpierence i believe one good thing that came out of reality shows is that whether it is dance or singing which were considered to be a "natunki"and not respectable long time ago has recieved immense appreciation and i am hoping that it would continue to promote these fields of art !

I mean Bollywood ! HELLO ! I am sure people are more familiar with the name Sharukh khan first and then the name of our country ! Like thats power of creativity man !
While academics has its own place,i feel that if you are good and creative our roots will come out no matter what..its my humble request to people to keep their talents and actually promote others to keep it.

Yes it will take some time, but when you are doing some thing you love its a whole different kind of a result !

i promise  <3