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so often what happens is that i apply for new sites and then forget my password and usernames..:\
for instance this particular blog..

so any how i remember my username and password :D :D

i hope you have been good.

so i like this day for no reason at all..

i love the song i am listening to.. " the killing moon " by nouvelle vague.

lovely song...

this is rather random.. cause i havent written in so long !
so last night i was talking to this friend and well we were discussing how at times our lives are so not eventful as we thought it would be even though we are going through a tough time we managed to laugh, smile and have a good time occasionally.
The point being is that often you end up going through "the horrible" and only realize that your present situation is a lot better then what it was then.
Is that the particular reason as to why shit happens ? for us to understand that "babe people have been through worse so you need to acknowledge that and live your life as it comes and be thankfull for what you have . "
if thats the lesson, i am learning it all right.. and it feels much better..
you are probably wondering would could i have possible been through ?
well i have reached to this conclusion that every one has their own filth or shit to deal with.
if i feel i have had the crappiest life ever "dude your so wrong" .
Every time you see a good looking person or when i see a "HOT" girl.. all i am thinking is "omg she is so pretty she dsnt have to worry abt much.. and even my psychology book agrees with me. its been proven that.. prettier people have it easy :O."
And she did have a lil bit of attitude of her own... so all the more reason to form that impression.
But then your judging her on the basis of what you see... we judge the book from its cover...as usual.
Later what i get to know about the same hot person is that her mum is not the healthiest person on this planet and well she has been in coma for quite some time...thats probably a very small chunk of info i know about her but this info did change my impression to form a now perception about her.. that we r often so blinded with all that beauty and plastic we choose to ignore or form our opinions rather vaguely.
All i could see was her with boys and her prettiness - limited thinking.. until i got to know about this.. my mind set changed immideatly and i didnt dislike her so much.. i wanted to change my mind set.. because all humans are going through shit and or have been through shit.. and love is something that when shared can save us all or heal us in time and with time.

its evry easy to form your first impression and live on it and believe the stories you hear about people..
but the day you get to know them a lil better.. you would feel stupid to have formed that impression at the first place.
"First impression is not the last impression" quoted by Samrridhi kukreja ( me ) :p
:)
take care...
:)